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I am trying to put myself in the mind state of where I would be a year from now... It is one year and one week away from our wedding and I almost wish it was this week. I am prepared to start a life with Scott and the kids.

The more interesting part about it all is that I'm glad we had the time to wait and prepare for whats coming. Its like being a kid on Christmas morning (That's when we got engaged) where you know a gift is coming but you have to wait for it to happen... This will be the best gift ever and I am excited for it.